if the burden seems too much to bear remember the end will justify the pain it took to get us there

OH MY FRICKIN GOSH!!!!! WOULD SOMEONE PLEASE EXPLAIN WHAT IS GOING ON IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW?????? Why can't people just say what they mean, act normal, and be straightforward for once???????? I HATE THIS AND I HATE MYSELF FOR DOING THIS!!!!!!!!!!
P.S. DON'T ask me what I am talking about...