punkymonkey8
if the burden seems too much to bear remember the end will justify the pain it took to get us there
Man of La Mancha
"And the world shall be better for this
that one man - scorned, and covered with scars,
still strove with his last ounce of courage
to reach the unreachable star."
-The Quest
I have that going through my head...argh. I really like it though. It's beautiful. And then this part too...
"Why does he want the things he wants?
Why does he want these things?
Why does he batter at walls that wont break?
Why does he give when it's natural to take?
Where does he see all the good he can see?
And what does he want of me? What does he want of me?"
-What Does He Want of Me
Yay musicals. I've been listening to Man of La Mancha, it makes me happy. I've been really stressed out this week and I don't even have a good reason to be. I guess I'm just scared of rejection, which is natural, I know, but I shouldn't be this stressed about it. I think I'm gonna call him tonight to see if he does want to come to Roberts on saturday. Hopefully everything will feel calmer after that. I know that I'm just feeling this way because I put myself out there, with my feelings exposed. Ah, vulnerability. I don't think I've been getting enough sleep which is probably part of my depression this week. That, and 12.5 hours of work!!!! Ugh. I know it doesn't sound that bad but I hate work. And there's a rumor going around that I want more hours and I definitely don't. But I do want the money. Prom is soooo expensive, then I need a cell phone, a camera, and college. Mr. Ellwood asked me today about going on the Europe trip summer of 2005. I told him I'd love to but I don't know if I'll be able to because of this summer. Maybe if I saved and paid for it myself I could, but I doubt it. I'd really love to though. I think Becky is. But I also want to do a theater camp or summer stock or something next summer, and there's getting ready for college...hopefully. Too much for my little brain to handle. And I should be doing homework right now, I have a persuasive speech to write. I'm doing it on the need for better arts education in public schools. Woop woop. Well I g2g, peace out and send me comments everyone. BTW, I know I'm not really introducing myself, but if you want to know me better go to my old blog, http://punkymonkey8.diaryland.com
that one man - scorned, and covered with scars,
still strove with his last ounce of courage
to reach the unreachable star."
-The Quest
I have that going through my head...argh. I really like it though. It's beautiful. And then this part too...
"Why does he want the things he wants?
Why does he want these things?
Why does he batter at walls that wont break?
Why does he give when it's natural to take?
Where does he see all the good he can see?
And what does he want of me? What does he want of me?"
-What Does He Want of Me
Yay musicals. I've been listening to Man of La Mancha, it makes me happy. I've been really stressed out this week and I don't even have a good reason to be. I guess I'm just scared of rejection, which is natural, I know, but I shouldn't be this stressed about it. I think I'm gonna call him tonight to see if he does want to come to Roberts on saturday. Hopefully everything will feel calmer after that. I know that I'm just feeling this way because I put myself out there, with my feelings exposed. Ah, vulnerability. I don't think I've been getting enough sleep which is probably part of my depression this week. That, and 12.5 hours of work!!!! Ugh. I know it doesn't sound that bad but I hate work. And there's a rumor going around that I want more hours and I definitely don't. But I do want the money. Prom is soooo expensive, then I need a cell phone, a camera, and college. Mr. Ellwood asked me today about going on the Europe trip summer of 2005. I told him I'd love to but I don't know if I'll be able to because of this summer. Maybe if I saved and paid for it myself I could, but I doubt it. I'd really love to though. I think Becky is. But I also want to do a theater camp or summer stock or something next summer, and there's getting ready for college...hopefully. Too much for my little brain to handle. And I should be doing homework right now, I have a persuasive speech to write. I'm doing it on the need for better arts education in public schools. Woop woop. Well I g2g, peace out and send me comments everyone. BTW, I know I'm not really introducing myself, but if you want to know me better go to my old blog, http://punkymonkey8.diaryland.com
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