if the burden seems too much to bear remember the end will justify the pain it took to get us there

I feel distanced from the person............AHH WHY AM I WRITING THIS IN HERE?????  EVERYONE READS THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Everyone of course meaning the person I feel like writing about.  Grrrrr what's wrong with me?  Just PMS probably....but ARGHHHHHH...I'm so depressed all of a sudden.  I'm letting myself fall back into this trap I should know how to stay out of.  Drammit.