if the burden seems too much to bear remember the end will justify the pain it took to get us there

name: Carrie
+piercings: ears
+tattoos: no
+height: 5'4
+hair length: short and spiky
LAST;
+movie you rented: Frankie and Hazel (actually, my mom rented this for us...it was RETARDED)
+song you listened to: "Screamer" by Good Charlotte
+song that was stuck in your head: "Let That Be Enough" by Switchfoot
+cd you bought: Jason Mraz i think, I downloaded Motion City Soundtrack most recently though
+cd you listened to: "Stanley Climbfall" Lifehouse
+person that's called you: Laura
+tv show you've watched: the olympics
+person you're thinking of: david
+you wish you could live somewhere else: new york city
+you think about suicide: every now and then
+you believe in online dating: no
+you want more piercings: yeah...definitely my nose and maybe eyebrow
+you like cleaning: i like organizing...not really cleaning
+you like roller coasters: yeah...if they're not too big and scary
+you write in cursive or print: print...fast, messy, scrawling print
FOR OR AGAINST;
+long distance relationships: if you can make it work, more power to you...eep...just realized that if all goes well i'm gonna be having one of those in the next year
+suicide: against
+killing people: definatley against
+premarital sex: i believe u should wait till your married...although it is tempting i know...but i believe that in the end i'll definitely be glad i waited
+gay/lesbian relationship: this is the one thing i have no clue how i feel about
+soap operas: they're stupid...but they helps a lot of good actors get started
+food: reeses pb cups
+song: lots..."one last breath" by creed has been a fave for awhile
+thing to do: perform
+thing to talk about: the mysteries of life and love
+sports: skiing
+clothes: my own style
+movies: SCHOOL OF ROCK!!!!!!!!
+band/singer: good charlotte
+holiday: christmas
+new nerdy saying: um...i dunno
HAVE YOU;
+ever cried over a guy/girl: most definatley yes, who hasn't?
+ever lied to someone: i never used to...but lately it seems like i'm lying to my parents left and right, but that's cuz they're being xtra stupid lately...although i know that doesn't excuse it...aw whatever.
+ever been in a fist fight: almost, but no
NUMBER;
+of times i have been in love: once
+of times i have had my heart broken: maybe 3 minor ones
+of hearts i have broken: none
+of people i would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends: 4 or 5?
+of people i consider my enemy: 2...through no fault of my own...these random people just decide to start hating me (it's cuz they're jealous ;-) )
+of scars on my body: 3
+of things in my past that I regret: can't count...a few i'm sure
FAVORITE;
+disney movie: the little mermaid
+scent: david's cologne
+word: jeepers
+nickname: 60 Cent, Hobo
+guy name: Gaberiel, Joshua
+girl name: Rachel, Joy
+eye color: blue
+flower: red roses...ah hopeless romanticism
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE;
+pretty: not really...i'm kinda strange looking but sometimes i look hot
+funny: sometimes when i actually talk
+hot: no
+friendly: underneath my shyness i'm really friendly, but sometimes people don't see it right away
+amusing: yeah
+ugly: no
+loveable: yeah
+pessimistic: i try not to get my hopes up
+optimistic: but i always do anyway
+caring: yeah
+dorky: HECK YEAH...shelly got me a bright red pin that says "dork" i wear it w/ pride
last good cry: sunday...august 15...i didn't really cry that much though...i cried a little then got really pissed off
last cuss word uttered: cussing shows a lack of creativity so i try not to cuss....i just THINK those words a lot
last beverage drank: milk
last food consumed: chicken, salad, mashed potatoes
last time showered: this morning
last item bought: shirt and earrings from warped
last annoyance: my parents and dog
last disappointment: people not being online
last thing written: filling out a form for this community service thing
last word spoken: idk
last im: dvid
last sexual fantasy: hahaha...
last weird encounter: tyler stratton at warped
last time amused: talking to dvid
last time wanting to die: idk
last time in love: right now
last time hugged: last night w/ david
last underwear worn: red n white stripes
1 MINUTE AGO: I was filling out this survey
1 HOUR AGO: eating dinner
1 DAY AGO: at the warped tour!!!!!!!!
1 WEEK AGO: at steak n shake w/ my P2P friends...super cool times
1 MONTH AGO: in Australia baby!!!!!!
1 YEAR AGO: home being heartbroken n depressed
I LOVE: david
I WANT: to go back to australia
I HATE: my parents for being stupid
I FEAR: not getting into the schools i want
I HOPE: my mom gets off my back
I FEEL: annoyed and mad
I HIDE: things from my parents
I DRIVE: a minivan
I MISS: david
I LEARNED: to not procrastinate
I NEED: reassurance that people really love me
I THINK: that people find me annoying
current clothes: jeans, and my orange "if you can read this you're standing too close" t-shirt
current hair: the same as always
current annoyance: my family
current thing i should be doing: "involving myself w/ my family"
current desktop picture: tie dye
current worry: i'll get in trouble again
1. What do you most like about your body? my butt...lol, jk probably my haircut
2. And least? my legs and stomach
4. Do you think you're good looking?: no
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking?: just david
6. Do you look like any celebrities?: no
7. Do you think people like you?: yes
8. Do you think this survey was long?: yeah