if the burden seems too much to bear remember the end will justify the pain it took to get us there

It is amazing how incomplete I can be made to feel by the simple absense of 1 person. Sometimes I wonder if I am really in love. Not because of the person I'm in love with, just because I know that teenagers seem to ALWAYS think they're in love. And I know that I am no more special than the average teenager. But then I realize that I think of him EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY. No matter what I am doing, whatever activity should be my preoccupation, he is always in my head. Wondering what he's doing, if he misses me, when we'll get to see each other again. I never thought that it was possible to miss someone so near so intensely. Even a few days apart seems like a lifetime. And I think of all this and I realize that I am in love, no doubt about it, and there's nothing I could do to change it, not that I'd want to.